So... this happened. Felt like writing about it here to vent with people who probably understand the pain better than anyone else.
PES 2012 ML with my beloved Hjorwesland, which are literally the worst team in the game and that's the reason they were my choice.
Even made new crests and kits for them through the ML, it was a really personal team to me really.
It's Season 3, after a 1st season close to the bottom of the D2 table, our club's real place before the ML began anyways, and a 2nd season alternating between top and bottom, and ultimately ending midtable, finally we're fighting at the top, it's the last game and a victory at home guarantees promotion, maybe even the D2 title.
Regardless of the result, it was going to be my last season in this ML, and ending on a high note would be the best.
The match starts and we're 1x0 up, after that we lost a chance at the last play before half time, the ball just had to hit the post instead of going to the goal.
In the 2nd half, more missed chances until finally the goal comes... For them, and then in the last ball of the game they make it 2x1.
The final whistle comes and my players aren't celebrating, which meant we missed out on promotion, after looking at the table it came to me that the win would've given us the title, and the draw would've given us promotion, maybe even the title really, but my dissapointment was too much so i'm not sure, didn't look at the table for too long, that last shot just ruined it all.
No words to be honest, not even a rage at the end, just stared at the screen kind of speechless, this couldn't have been more painful and dissapointing, almost feels like the game did it on purpose.
I'm sure my fellow forum members have probably experienced this before in PES through the years, but man, this was the first time something like this happened to me and it feels pretty awful tbh, hopefully someone can relate to the pain this game can bring sometimes lol.
So... I've started season 4, even after what happened last time, I might be a masochist without knowing it.
What can I say, I've had this game since 2011, it's special to me, in a way it's like a relationship with someone special, we might have our fights, but I always go back to it, I can't help it, she's just too hot... I mean, the game is just too enticing for some reason. The graphics are lovely, the presentation is lovely, the OST is lovely, the football can be miserable, yes, but it can also be, well... Lovely. Also, I've grown really attached to this club and players, especially since I made a new crest, stadium and kits during this ML, it really feels like my team.
I just couldn't let it end like that, this story has to go forward, my players deserve a chance of redemption with the fans, all of my players... Except the ones I released in the transfer window of course, screw them. Released Hedreyer, Kraglixen and Rexoe. Nothing personal, but I don't play them, they don't even fit well into my tactics, but they have wages, and I'd rather use that money on the youth players' wages instead, again, nothing personal, wish them the best, but won't miss them either.
What I will miss is Palmieri, which went out for free, the ungrateful bastard, and Duffy, who after getting an offer I rejected, went into my office to complain, honestly I don't want anyone to stay in the club against their will, so I let him go and made some money, money that I should've spent on the youth team's budget, but forgot to because I'm dumb. Shimizu stayed, which was a surprise, got an offer from Roma, I gave them a counter offer and they never responded, they probably got pissed at me and are just gonna wait until next season to get him for free, the bastards...
Well, bad start, losing key players, but I did promote some solid youth team players, usually those go well, so I'm hopeful.
So, the season starts, and first thing I do is make some new kits for my beloved Hjorwesland B.K. (Burger King?), the club was originally red and black, with white being a sort of secondary color, but those are the colors of my real local club's main rivals, so that had to change, I made it wine and white instead, which I love the look of. I had a plan last season, if I went up to the PES league as D2 champions, the kits would have gold trimmings and numbers to reflect that, I decided to do this anyway, even though I didn't even go up, but it doesn't matter, all that matters is that wine and gold is a classy combination and regardless if we play well or if we play like crap, we look good doing it.
I'm playing Professional, because higher difficulties are miserable, FUMA, to make up for the lower difficulty, -1 speed, because I find the game to be very fast overall, and 5 minute matches, something I switched to at the end of last season to go through the matches quicker, due to my miserably low attention span, I've decided to keep it since the game plays a good and responsive football even on -1 speed, it works and, again, it helps me get through the season quicker. The main problem with the 5 minutes is that, well, I'm getting a lot of 0x0 matches, which can be a pain, especially when your players miss easy shots due to how the shooting system works in PES2012, but I do at least like the randomness of it.
My attack is pitiful, after almost 10 league matches we have 5 goals, however we're 2 points away from 1st position, and that's because we didn't lose any matches, we've only conceded 1 goal, the best defence of the league by far, that's because of three reasons, the first being that I can honestly be a lucky bastard at times, I admit it, the second being that after almost 10 years my understanding of the mechanics make the Professional AI not too ridiculous to defend against, R2+X is very efficient, patience being key here, and the third is the 5 minute matches.
We had a cup match in these first few weeks of the season, against Quaztolla, the team that broke my heart on the last league match last season, they were 1st in the league at the time of this cup match, 1st round, no home and away, this was it, my record in the cup wasn't the best, QF in season 1, didn't qualify in season 2, 1st round in season 3, so the stage was set for us to make history and get some revenge, if we didn't mess this up. It ended 0x0, in extra time I put Maqualao on, since I like giving youth team players opportunities whenever possible, and we was playing brilliantly, but missed an easy chance in the last minute, which really hurt, especially because it meant that we'd go on to penalties. On penalties there was a youth team hero however, Knudsen, which was playing due to Cjaestvela having some miserable arrows in the gameplan, and the young goalkeeper replaced him well, saved 3 out of 4 penalties, I have hopes of him being a great successor to Cjaestvela in the future. So, I got my revenge and went through to the next round in what I consider to be a very beatable cup, 4 more matches until the title, 20 minutes, it's pretty short, which gives me motivation, a cup title would be a wonderful thing, and it feels very within reach.
Jeez, this is a long post, but since I'm hear I might aswell say something else about PES2012, I like the idea of the players talking to me, but dammit they should've put more work into this. 90% of the complaints are "wHy DiDn'T yOu PlAy Me???", I wish there was an option to say "You had a down/purple arrow, if you wanna play then stay in form" since that's my real answer, but there's no option to tell them to get a grip, it's frustrating, I can't play everyone and my players refuse to understand that, especially since my options for talking to them are so limited. Also, in one match my young CB Balt complained that "I'm getting tired from always playing..." so in the next match I didn't pick him, that way he could rest, and guess who went into my office after the match? That's right, Balt! Why? Well, we was mad because "wHy DiDn'T yOu PlAy Me???". Did they even test this?
One last thing, recently I finally got around to watching Shaolin Soccer, loved it, I'm thinking of changing my manager's looks so I can turn him into "Golden Leg" Fung, but I'll leave that for some other day, feeling lazy right now.