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supporting Everton is not something you can switch off nor do lightly, it proves eternal. Yet unfortunately, I and many others will find it impossible to gracefully accept a ground move that not only has no place in our hearts but in our wallets.
Crazily, I somehow feel closer to the club when times are rough, Everton often reflect my own feelings. When we lose, many face the consequences, I’m inconsolable, for a few hours at least.
The emotions that Everton can evoke are not only visibly painful but truly mesmerising. A REAL Evertonian is not somebody who goes home away and abroad, but one that is emotionally affected not only by results but all things related to the club. It doesn’t matter if you’re a stones throw away from the Liver Birds or located in the Amazon Rainforest, if you walk on air when we win, bursting with sheer pride, you’re a blue.
You cannot dip in and out when Everton are winning or losing, you cannot choose the path to follow. In my opinion, nothing beyond supporting Everton with all of your heart qualifies you as an Evertonian. Passion is passion, irrespective of locality.
Everton is a club like no other, Evertonians are a breed like no other. Evertonians are different, Everton are different, we are not a team who have dominated for prolonged periods, but just about every decade we come from relative periphery to glory, this leaves generations of blues with totally varying perspectives of the club we all love.
The sensitive Blues need to comprehend not only the outpourings of heartfelt passion, but the reasoning behind it. The thing I find most difficult to stomach is the divide the club has caused among its huge, dedicated band of supporters, it’s heartbreaking.
Everton not only bring emotional extremes, but optimism, hope and grandeur. Will this be the same in Knowsley? Sadly I fear not. We all not only share and endure the tears, joy and frustration of being a supporter of Everton, but sadly the negative connotations that are associated with the ride, namely the Kirkby conundrum.
Only the “Insiders” can comprehend the range of emotions involved in backing the Blues. You simply cannot grasp, nor fully understand the evident implications of supporting Everton unless you do, and love and cherish them with every inch of your heart. I love Everton not because we have a glittering history and a seemingly bright future but because I was chosen to be part of such an elite group of people.
When we were chosen, we signed on for life; we didn’t have to. We could have supported a whole host of other sides, but we didn’t. Branding myself an Evertonian not only means something to me personally, but offers me an identity that I hope to never relinquish. For better or for worse, I will always be Blue.
Champions League or relegation fodder, Goodison or Kirkby we’re all devoted disciples and just being able to call myself a supporter of Everton is good enough for me, whatever the outcome. You do not become a Blue, you’re born to be Blue.
by bainsey nsno