Part of your problem is you can be intensely hypocritical and self-contradicting. This can lead people to doubt your sincerity or suspect ulterior motives, but upon reflection I think you are probably sincere, but blinkered in the same way anyone would be who is so fanatically devoted to a single game as to build a successful channel for it over many years. For example you've talked about the importance of playing the game yourself, but then in response to first hand impressions from someone who has been on this forum since 2003, you post some random bloke from Reddit who has been watching pro players on Twitch, undoubtedly the worst possible way to guage the quality or potential of a game. I think it would be a shame if you were hounded off the forum because it's always good to have a mix of opinions, but this kind of attitude, e.g. making large claims and stating them as fact, or having the arrogance to speak for everyone ("this is why we are here") is always going to be irritating to those of us who take a more detached view and are simply interested in whether any football game can provide the experience we are looking for.