Madman05
Non-League
- 12 February 2021
Alright guys, it's been some harsh days for me.
Yes, I am sampa543. I had tons of stuff going on and was feeling awful in the sense of my mental health.
I had been feeling kinda unmotivated for like a month or so, basically since the start of the year. But I kinda felt some comfort in this forum. People like me, retro PES enthusiasts like me, who had the same passion I had for these games, like me.
And everything was great, I was having a great time in here, but then I started feeling awful. My temper was becoming worse, and I would feel frustrated with the most tiny thing. I couldn't concentrate at all (I needed to study for an exam) and like not even PES 5 and PES 6 were making me feel better, because I would feel frustrated over not being able to decide what to play, and I also started getting stressed with that as well, which worried me.
And then it happened, last friday I went to take the exam, nervous, feeling unprepared because of all the concentration I couldn't get to study. And I absolutely blew it. That was the last straw. I started to get even worse, and on sunday I decided to take a tiny break from everything, just disconnecting and spending time with myself. So I decided to ask @Tom to delete my account. I was going to come back once I felt better.
I might not be as active because I'm still working things through, but at the same time I wanted to let you guys know that I am feeling a bit better and I didn't want to leave you without any explanation as to why I requested for my account to be deleted.
By the way two much less and relevant reasons why I wanted my account deleted: I didn't like my username anymore lmao. And also I had made a new email so I wanted to have an account linked to it (I don't know if you can change your email but heh, it doesn't matter anymore lol). But, those are secondary reasons, the first one I mentioned is the main one.
But, back to PES: honestly I gave up on PES 5 and PES 6. I just stopped getting as excited as I used to be with them. I decided to try new PES games and enjoy them as much as I can.
My choice: thanks to @Flipper the Priest's videos, I decided to try PES 3. And what a game. I felt the gameplay more fluid, plus there are different commentaries for the spanish language (starting from PES 4 the narrator was Juan Carlos Rivero and the analyst was Iñaki Cano, but in PES 3 it's Guillem Balague and Carlos Martinez). It felt nice hearing different voices in matches, since I was getting a bit bored of the other ones.
I started a Master League with Parma in 5 stars difficulty, and oh my, absolutely beautiful. I love the system, and the ideas for the leagues. Plus the play offs thing is really interesting and I loved it.
But, I think I will switch to the WE7i version, and try some stuff. By the way, I am having a hard time finding the location of the option files for PES3/WE7i and PES4/WE8i, since they're not located in the Documents folder like in the case of PES 5 and PES 6. So if anyone knows, and I think Flipper is the most likely to know since he even uploaded a PES 3 option file in this forum, could you please tell me where is it?
Thanks y'all, I hope you understand why I asked to have my account deleted, and well I hope from now on I start feeling better and can start being my normal self again.
Yes, I am sampa543. I had tons of stuff going on and was feeling awful in the sense of my mental health.
I had been feeling kinda unmotivated for like a month or so, basically since the start of the year. But I kinda felt some comfort in this forum. People like me, retro PES enthusiasts like me, who had the same passion I had for these games, like me.
And everything was great, I was having a great time in here, but then I started feeling awful. My temper was becoming worse, and I would feel frustrated with the most tiny thing. I couldn't concentrate at all (I needed to study for an exam) and like not even PES 5 and PES 6 were making me feel better, because I would feel frustrated over not being able to decide what to play, and I also started getting stressed with that as well, which worried me.
And then it happened, last friday I went to take the exam, nervous, feeling unprepared because of all the concentration I couldn't get to study. And I absolutely blew it. That was the last straw. I started to get even worse, and on sunday I decided to take a tiny break from everything, just disconnecting and spending time with myself. So I decided to ask @Tom to delete my account. I was going to come back once I felt better.
I might not be as active because I'm still working things through, but at the same time I wanted to let you guys know that I am feeling a bit better and I didn't want to leave you without any explanation as to why I requested for my account to be deleted.
By the way two much less and relevant reasons why I wanted my account deleted: I didn't like my username anymore lmao. And also I had made a new email so I wanted to have an account linked to it (I don't know if you can change your email but heh, it doesn't matter anymore lol). But, those are secondary reasons, the first one I mentioned is the main one.
But, back to PES: honestly I gave up on PES 5 and PES 6. I just stopped getting as excited as I used to be with them. I decided to try new PES games and enjoy them as much as I can.
My choice: thanks to @Flipper the Priest's videos, I decided to try PES 3. And what a game. I felt the gameplay more fluid, plus there are different commentaries for the spanish language (starting from PES 4 the narrator was Juan Carlos Rivero and the analyst was Iñaki Cano, but in PES 3 it's Guillem Balague and Carlos Martinez). It felt nice hearing different voices in matches, since I was getting a bit bored of the other ones.
I started a Master League with Parma in 5 stars difficulty, and oh my, absolutely beautiful. I love the system, and the ideas for the leagues. Plus the play offs thing is really interesting and I loved it.
But, I think I will switch to the WE7i version, and try some stuff. By the way, I am having a hard time finding the location of the option files for PES3/WE7i and PES4/WE8i, since they're not located in the Documents folder like in the case of PES 5 and PES 6. So if anyone knows, and I think Flipper is the most likely to know since he even uploaded a PES 3 option file in this forum, could you please tell me where is it?
Thanks y'all, I hope you understand why I asked to have my account deleted, and well I hope from now on I start feeling better and can start being my normal self again.