I have done the same thing for years, and only recently have I managed to stop. I genuinely consider it to be a form of insanity - mourning a better time and desperately trying to get it back, by doing the same thing OVER and OVER in the hope that it will feel different the 100th time around (if not 1,000th time around).
I am so desperate for a football game as good (and as grounded in reality) as the old games, that I go through a cycle of installing and playing every PES (and FIFA) from the PSX games onwards, over and over. A few years ago I'd play each game for a few days. Now, I'll go through 2-3 in a single day.
I'll play each game for 2-3 matches before deciding "I can't keep playing this because of [reasons]", then move onto the next, until I get to the 2021 games and go "there is
nowhere near enough depth in this gameplay for me to play it" (the AI is the worst I've ever seen in any PES game)...
...then I start again. I go back to ISS Pro Evo on the PSX. For an hour. Before I say to myself, "if only this game had more freedom in movement"... and then it's PES 3... Then 5... Then 6... Then 2013... Then 2014... Then 2017... Then 2018... Then 2020... Then 2021... Then ISS Pro Evo...
@Emroth laughs when I send him a message saying "do you know what, [this version of PES] is pretty good, we should play it one night". 24 hours later, "never mind, it's too frustrating, I've moved onto [different version of PES]"...
It must be easy if - like
@Emroth - you don't have to play a football game to have fun as a gamer. But no game, as good as it might be, can satisfy me. I spend the whole time playing Witcher 3 thinking "I wish I was playing an amazing football game". It is some kind of mental issue.