lovely story. i like those!!

are you playing on regular speed? i turned it down to -2. even -1 seems a tad to fast for my liking.
i only wish the animations (especially the ball-receiving ones) would be a little bit faster. i like the animations speed on -1 but the whole pace is suffering from it. so i choose the -2 speed for a more real experience overall and take the slowish ball-receiving animations that comes with it. we cant have it all, can we!?
I play in 0 (zero) gamespeed, the default one which is too fast. When i tried -1 but avoided for two reasons :
1) I got the feeling that other speeds except for default are not so well optimized. They seem to work in a KONAMIsh way. I could see different speeds depending on the ground, the ligts (day/night) the weather etc. it seems weird for a console version but there are matches where the difference in -1 speed is chaotic, it can go from slowmotion to rocketfast from game to game. I mean in one match in -1, i feel like i play -2 in 29fps and the next match it goes like +3 60pfs! Dont know if it is only me, but at least with the default 0 i dont spot such differences that can annoy my controlling.
2) And since i play with PA1+basic, i prefer the 0 speed to add kind of a difficulty, in -1 although the ball goes more fast as it should the players move really slow and i have advantage cause i predict every body movement. So although the animations are faster and choppy and i loose in term of control,it forces me to think faster,so i add some extra difficulty to my self.
So back to my story, two days ago i continued the second leg, which i postponed as much as i could , to get myself relative and competitive in 2017 again. In the second leg in Copenhag's home ground, we started needing a clear 0-2 due to 3-4. I did the 0-1 around 20 and they equalized around 30 1-1. This time the team reacted better and we did a great 1-3 in the first quarter of second half, finishing with a 1-4 in early 80's. I put the screenshot in the spoiler below.
We qualified but the editing decease hit me again, i started some major edit in my OF,
so i deleted this save and I RESTARTED a new ML!!!!!

to deflect my changes (newer rosters, updated stats, created some players etc)
What i want to conclude is that, all this time with 19 and 18 i have forgotten how it is to play a much with so high tention. If you are a "scripting" believer or not, for me in the new games the most matches are too clear, crystal victory when the AI lets you, or dark defeat when the CPU momentum hits you.
Even if we assume that 2017 is technologically is inferior than the latter versions (which is in some parts, while is superior in some other) it can serve this tention and drama. Mix the things and feelings so much, creating fascinating games where you need to come back, or get up on your feet after a huge slap etc.
P.S.1: After reading your thoughts i may give a try to -2.
P.S.2: My fictional teams, since pes 2011 , is Arsenal SC (sports clubs) , It uses a recoloured Arsenal logo

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I have creative problems, i am expert on recolour emblems and strips or create my own, but i cannot for the shake of god , all these last 10 years to create my own fictional team from scratch, can't even find a proper name!!